1st!

Heyhey! well..this isnt my first time blogging, so the word first is just there because it's afterall my first blog entry on this blog.. hahahaz... before i start i have a confession to make. all this while i did have a blog. a private blog. one which only two person knows and bothers to read. mmm... the reason why i choose not to disclose that blog is because it had all my heart-aches written in it. i basically survived on blog-writing sometimes to make sure i dont die from all those choked-up emotions. i'm sorry i kept it from you guys but i hope you will understand! =)

i'll continue with two blogs. the hidden one to write about my DEEPEST DARKEST secrets! wahahahaha!! like that more mysterious mah... hehe...=p

today went to woodlands library to study alone. was hoping to do some work before my tution. then i still have to pass some GP notes to huiling for she asked from me the night before. oh.. my many thanks to huiling for she gave me some sweets and a personal note telling me to pick myself up. thanks, i reali appreciate it..=)


ok... oh well... today after tution went to jurong point to have dinner with gene, winnie and weijie.. i din want to eat alone so i called them out lohz.. AS ALWAYS, our dearest couple was late for a grand total of 45minutes! somehow i'm getting used to gene being late... hahahaz! nvm lah! i understand! *grinz* well.. we talked and laughed about stuff. being with my friends made me forget about problems. heartaches. abeit temporary.

oh... gene and winnie! on our way home, the loverbirds and myself have to change to the red line to go home; weijie went to clementi, i feel so LIGHTBULB lah! *SHINES* hahahaz.. so damn extra loh... they seemed to be in a world of their own. young little things in love. what do you expect? *rolls eyes* =p

seeing them so happy i feel happy. happy for them!=)
Gene and winnie! you two rock mans!!!! =DD

and there was this pain too. like something is missing. someone.

oh... once i got back. i tuck and slash away the songs i have written. it's all crap and thrash. but there's this song i written which i kept.

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I look at all that surrounds me
Funny but everything reminds me of you
Tried to take my mind off it all
However i found that nothing can. Nothing.
Took a walk down the park alone
Wishing that we can be walking together

Bridge:
Hot steams of tears rolled down my cheeks
Such a familiar sensation
Closing the door which groans and creaks
Such a Heart-breaking decision

Chorus:
Did someone switch off all the lights?
Cos i cant seemed to do things right
Is it just me or is it the rain?
Cos i cant seemed to rid the pain
I want you back here in my arms
I want to protect you from harm

Looking at the letters you gave
Wondering if you still mean what you said back then
I tried hard to fight the feeling
Feeling of emptiness that's overwhelming
A dozen letters were written
But they were all tucked away unsent to you

Bridge (X1)

Chorus (X1)

Is this really how things turn out
Fate brought us together that time
Now destiny lies in our hands
Let us walk this path together

Chorus (X1)

Now destiny lies in our hands
Let us walk this path together

(fades...)