angst

i'm one person who seldom blogs when i'm feeling angry or down. looking at the date of my last post, you may conclude that i haven't exactly been feeling an all-time great.

which is true to a certain extend.

i don't like to blog about the bad times primarily due to my inability to relate my problem to anyone and also the ever-present struggle for the right words to voice my unhappiness.

but i have to say during this period, i must have hit the lowest abyss of my NS life. the change of command of my direct officer have a drastic impact on me. i have problems working with the new guy in-charge. perhaps it's due to stress he imposed on me or the evil aura he produces.

i freaking hate boot-lickers. especially one who does it at the expense of his subordinates.







see? now you know why i dont like to blog about the darker side of my life? i don't like it when my sense of negativity is spread to others, be it in a significant or insignificant way.

and i'm sure as hell you don't want to hear about my failed attempt at assassination.



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there's plenty of happy happenings in my life too!

jie and i being together for 2years!

hanging out with my friends!

the kids at sunbeam!




i want to blog about all the happy things!
but please excuse me now as i need to chant some crap and stick one more needle into one particular voodoo doll of mine.

sidenote:
i have much lesser time with her now.

need i say who caused it? perhaps TWO needles to that voodoo doll...