Last day of holidays

Before i start, here's a note to all:

Jiayou and Good luck for the impending tests!=D

Today is the last day of the holidays. it will be the last june holidays of my entire schooling life..haiz... i looked back at the past month and how 30 odd days just zoomed past me in the twinkling of an eye. i had many great memories this holidays and not to mention, also, some sad flashbacks i would rather forget.......

saint primero have been ABSOLUTELY ROCKING to say the least! i will not elaborate on it as i felt that i will not be able to do justice to the camp, due to my lack of language proficiency in expressing just what a wonderful camp it was. to put it all in a nut shell, it was well worth the effort the JC2s put in. to say we enjoyed the camp and were glad of the outcome will be a gross understatement! =D

on the contratory, i also been to one of the worst camps this holiday too. Under No Roof camp. bad planning, bad execution, fooling around wif berdie..hahaz.. however i guess UNR camp will always hold a special place in my heart as it was where she first notice me as "the dog-and-bone guy in ziwan's class". it was also that camp which led to me signing up for the CIP selection camp, which most of my close friends will know how disappointed i was at the outcome of it. nonetheless, i was glad i went for the camp where i met new friends, learnt quite a fair bit. And of course, i got to know her.

well... before the holidays i promised myself that i will study hard for the block test and not disappoint the people around me. above all, i naviely though that if i study well enough then i'll be able to help her with her schoolwork! hahahaz... foolish.. i know studying is for our own sake and not for others. not even our parents, it was really how i felt. but i guess things are not going to work out the way i wanted it to be. BECAUSE, to start with........... i didnt study. -_-"

yup this holiday, something really big happened. something that made me really happy. GENE AND WINNIE!!! enough said! i love you guys!!! =D
and yang too! sharon and him! hahahz.. all the best mans...
(i'm gettin diabetic looking at those sweet lil' young things in love..wahahaha..=p)

had some fun on jielin's birthday! went out to *GASP* Sakae sushi.. omg... haiz.. BUT she's the birthday girl afterall! =) aniwae, the Operation Plastic Bag(code name: OPB) went perfect under the command of General Haoz. no silver star? =p

drinking sessions with leong and yang... hahahaz.. all the lame games, crazy antics and leong was freaking drunk on the cab that time!! so scared he'll piss in his pants man! but still, he's the best drinker of us all.. all hail leong! yang..mmm... still 17years old.. we shouldnt have bro..*grinz* anyway, i promised someone i wouldnt drink again. turning to alcohol and stuff aint the solution.... *sighs*

mmm.. i seemed to have drifted from my mei nowadays.. i guess it's because of our busy schedule and the fact that i admit i didnt really put in the effort to catch up with her.(i'm sorry!=X) but definitely found an excellent friend in weijie.. she going through a rough patch now.. i hope everything goes right for her! and regarding the question Ken and ah shun asked you.. i believe you! all you need to do is wait for your prince charming to come around k? =) you are still young...........*coughs like an old man*

study sessions with her was nice. i always feel happy when she's around. she really is a great girl. shame to myself for being unable to keep her in my life. well.. she have to move on..really. i sincerely wish her all the best. whoever who manage to win her heart will indeed be a lucky guy.

i'll miss her.

If my heart should shatter watching you, there'll be one last thing i'd have to prove.

i know i'll have to move on.. please give me time. many thanks to leong, gene/winnie, jie, bishi, meiyi mei, berdie, jielin, yisianz, liqi, luling, huiling and grace for all your support during this time. (should i miss out anyone, i'm sorry but i still greatly appreciate the words of comfort..) during my darkest hours, you guys gave me the light i so yearn for. thanks. but what i need is time.

time to pick myself up. time to heal. time to smile. time to be Zihao again.


on a lighter note.............

oh! i'm so looking forward to the movies and shopping trip with berdie, bish and marshy!!! =)
*giggles*

p/s: yes yes..-_-" i doubt my sexual orientation sometimes too!
but who cares!!! =p gay=happy right? i WANT to be gay dammit!