argh..

i wasnt supposed to feel this way. in fact i wasnt supposed to feel anything at all. but i cant help but be affected. the burning question i have is: "is it me?"

if it is. i dont know what to say. i'm tired of explaining.
if it is. you got it wrong again. will you know the truth? nono.. i mean... will you care to find out the truth? i hope you do... "from who?" you may ask. why not start with the person involved?
"why should i do that?" well.. if you dont wish to know the truth i guess only you know what you want ba.. and yes i do want you to know the truth.

i hope i'm thinking too much. =x

tomorrow is the NS medical checkup. my days are bad enough... please please please grant me a PES A ok? i'll be damn damn damn disappointed if i dont get it... =x

mmm.. my dad's on a war path.. better steer clear these few days..=(

i just wish i understand you better. sorry.