i could almost hear the drills....

with each passing day, 8th April creeps steadily towards me. palau tekong beckons baby~

i'm actually experiencing a strange cocktail of eagar anticipation and dread inside me now. please do not be mistaken, i'm not some wussie who is afraid of going into army or hates getting my pubes head shaved. nor am i one to shrink away my responsibility to...

serve the nation, uphold justice, protect the innocent
and keep our loved ones from harm!
*cues grand GRAND music*

a proper propaganda poster from MINDEF.

i'm actually rather looking forward to the army life. more accurately to enjoy myself during this two shitty years and get over and done with it. i have goals i hope to achieve in the army.

short-term goal: if only they're as eay to obtain by merely clicking on the "download" button..
blarf me one... =(

long-term goal:

captain singapore throws killer disposal paper plates made from 4D and lottery tickets..

but at the same time. i really cant bear to put behind all the stuff i'm doing now. camp instructor, slacking and bumming around with friends and just spending time with Lim chen weijie.

but like all of us know, normal National Service is a period in your (if you're a male, fit enough AND with the correct sexual preferences) life that we'll have to go through.

so, i say bring it on baby! =D lim peh is red-dee fore all sai kang! (read: i'm ready for all #@$&.)

anyway, after a nasty episode between dear and myself, i've come to realised that many a times i'm far too selfish and insensitive. i'm sorry for the lack of respect shown and i appreciate what you've done for me. =)

most of all... i love you.
then. now. and on.

sidenote:
nothing beats seeing you happy. =)
and i want to spend more tme with you!