did you happen to see my holidays?

cos i think it just disappeared even before it started. =(

yes yes, this week, it is sadly back to school for lim peh. i must say that this holidays have been nothing short of amazing for me, my only complain being that it's wayyyy too short. or at least it sure felt that way. =s

i remember my last holidays, i just devoted myself to working full shifts and taking breaks only to date my trusty asics. this time round, i had my fair share of escapes with ms ling. =) 

on a separate note; due to our busy schedules and differences in priorities, it's no surprise that certain friendships might have taken a backseat. still, i'm sure that once revisited, we can certainty pick up where we left off. i do value you as much as i did before.

my best brother, Mr Lim Jia Jun otherwise affectionately known as Gene, got attached after a long hiatus from the dating scene. i know his struggles, pain and joy. i'm truly happy for him that he found someone he can share his life with. Bro, i love you. yeah. in a, slightly, more than brotherly way. ;)

for a couple of my friends who are going through a tough period in their lives, i can't say i know what you're going through 'cos i'm not you. sometimes, i feel helpless and lousy i can't do shits to help. funny and weird as it might sound, i do feel kind of guilty that i'm feeling so happy when my closest are, unfortunately, not. all and the best i can do will be to say a silent prayer that you'll be able to smile from your heart soon. 

i want you to be happy, just like i am.

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and yes Ms CS, you make me laugh. 

and smile to myself alot these days. =)

"each day i wake up with her first in my mind. 

each night i go to bed with her last in my mind.

she came into my life and became it."

a thousand ways to say i love you.

sidenote:

the next focus will be on running and studies.