to my dearest bro

for nearly half a year (from dec'07) after my patella injury (sustained during standard chartered singapore marathon), i had to halt all my runs and trainings.

for countless times during this period, i've tried and tried and tried to slowly pick up running but there was an intense pain on my knees area every.damn.time after just a 5min SLOW jog (and on "good days", 7-10mins).

for countless times, i was so angry and pissed with myself (and my body) that tears of helplessness was brimming on my eyelids.

for countless times, i sat on the pavements waiting for the pain to subside. 

all i could do was just stare into the distance wondering about the "what-ifs". it was really a long, lonely and painful road to recovery.

for countless times, the fear of not being able to run again strikes deep into my mind and heart.

for countless times, i wish i NEVER have to experience that kind of feeling again and that none of my friends will have to go through the agony of such an injury.

it was really a long, lonely and painful road to recovery.

when i know that gene is injured, i know it must have hit him pretty bad.

so here's to my dearest brother eugene lim jia jun:

take care of your body now and let it recover.

i know you're feeling very f-up now about the situation.

it sucks but you'll come back stronger. =)

IVP awaits you remember?

sub-40 ah! =)

rest well man.

sidenote:

maybe manda is right.

and thanks for making me feel better sweets.